Antidepressents, Tourrette's, and Edges - JuNo Day 8

Context: Master has commanded me to turn off my spellcheck. Apologies for any spelling mistakes.

So. The first week of JuNo has been intense to say the least. Master didnt want me to edge yesterday/early this morning. He just played with me and I had to rub and not edge. It was rekaxing for the most part. I just focused on him and made him happy. He knew I needed a break from all the edges and wanted me to just relax and enjoy myself as we talked.

My lush was inside me and a plug in my ass. Master wants to be able to take my ass one day and I want to be able to take him without issue.

He had to put me in my place, however. I did get a little greedy. He is so strict and dreamy. My place is at his feet - all dumb and happy. I get yoo greedy and insecure. Its something I struggle with.

He played with one of Mommy Misa's subs. He made me edge to the text of their play. He called me and made me edge and edge and edge over and over. His voice is so deep and commanding. I crave it. Need it in my veins. I dream and hear his voice.

I find myself actually getting better as I get worse. I dont doomscroll, I dont overeat anymore, and interestingly my Tourette's isnt acting up nearly as much. I wpuld love to hear from others with tics about their experiences. So feel free to gush in the comments! Though this condition is pretty rare - so I dont expect anyone to comment.

Im on antidepressents so it can be quite difficukt to orgasm, let alone edge quickly. I got to a point where every rub was an edge. It was intoxicsting. I disnt want to stop.

But alas, i do have big girl responsibilities and must work.

Please share your thoughta. I love reading all the comments. Note: Im owned so no domming please!