So him not wanting kids...that was a lie. Another heartbreak.

Its my fault too, for I agreed to have a relationship with him even though he wanted kids at first but then said he was fine not having them. I believed him. We spend time, I fall in love. Until commitment becomes more and more difficult. And when we dig... Oh, thats because of the kid thing! The very same thing he said he had thought about and realized it wasn't as important as me. A load of BS.

All the ladies reading me with a man who wanted kids before them and then realized they're okay not having them : don't trust it. I was naive and ridiculous and now I'm heartbroken.

How will I ever find a man who doesn't want kids. 90% of them want them in Sweden. Bummer.

I don't know what I'm looking for. Just sharing my pain I guess...