28 [F4M] UK - The Pub

Not looking for the attention, just haven’t written in years and i felt like writing something tonight. Bit messy since my mind is everywhere but here goes

Aching to just feel your hand on my thigh. At another pub quiz, and my eyes lock with your eyes. I watch you and you watch me, i try not to hold my breath but my mind wonders what it would feel like to have your hand on my thigh - how would it feel to feel owned again but by someone I consent to giving control to?

Its been a while since anyones walked into my life, and made me want to actually let go.

Having intrusive thoughts blocking ways to let someone in again when instead i can be making memories and having my silly moments, which can lead to having the little touches on my thigh that i crave by your hands. Letting that eye contact lead to you approaching me at the pub and wanting me, having a safe spoon enough for me to ease in and relax.

Kiss my neck, push my hair out of the way, grab one tit while you hold my hand and whisper all the things you wish youd do to me not for you to prove a point but to watch me squirm to see if i really hate being teased or do i hate being teased because its not done properly by other men.

Allowing my mind to have whatever thoughts I cant control, but knowing who I actually want to belong to and watching the reaction come out of me. Secure enough to know my mind is too fucked with all the random unwanted men coming in, but confident enough to know that I actually belong to you and you alone because I chose to.

Make me scream your name while you hold my hands above my head telling me you know my minds fucked but youre going to fuck me regardless cause in reality my pussy belongs to you and my wanted thoughts are for you.

Call me your little slut, make me submit, and make me yours.

Confident enough to know everytime we go to a pub quiz sitting on different tables watching each other playing the quiz is how i let go, and then ill let go by screaming your name at night