I want someone to care

I want someone to ask if I'm alright if something changes. I want someone to care, but no one does. I want someone to trust. I just want anybody to come to me and ask me if I'm alright if I've been acting strange. But they don't.

This urge makes me act stupidly and flippantly. It makes me cause scenes, it makes me block people, it ruins any sense I have and makes me act like a dick. I don't want to drive away the people I care about. I hate this, I hate feeling like this. I hate feeling so isolated and alone. I hate feeling trapped. I can't stand it anymore.

Reading through the subreddit makes me feel like a lot of people feel the same. They want attention and for people to show concern towards them.