How well can you recall your first crush/gf/bf?

This is like a sister thread to another one I have going (thanks adhd)… but it got me thinking about how I really struggle at times to recall many, if any real details about my first.

If I really slowed my mind down and thought at it I could probably come up with a good picture (sand brown hair, naturally curly but often straightened it, light natural
Makeup, tall (5’8-5’9), athletic but was more of an indie bookworm)… but time and maybe how I’m wired has wiped it out.