56 [M4F] Toronto / GTA Area. Would love that fun, easy, and oddly intimate connection.

Probably not a typical post, but here I am nevertheless. I get "off" if that's the correct phrase on connection, rapport, banter and that inexplicable need to want to learn about the person. A great posterior does not hurt, but first and foremost, rapport is my kryptonite. So, with that prelude out of the way, I'm a professional male who works hard, and is tired. Who realized he has been experiencing a melancholia for a while. Some fairly significant things have happened recently and it makes you reconsider all those assumptions and beliefs you held fast to.

Marriage is "fine" but fine means so many different things to different people. Fine in this case means, we do a great job over maintaining the house and ensuring the kids are going forward. Fine does not mean intimacy is present. I miss intimacy, I miss openness, exploring, learning, and wanting. Remember when you just wanted the essence of that person? Yeah, that. I like "nice" people who are open. Saying that comes with some trepidation because to be honest, I'm not always "nice". I own it. I can be intense, demanding, but never mean. Fairly Dominant and I own that as well. Did I mention that rapport is my kryptonite? Yeah. excellent. Let's start on that shall we? Send a hello.