At one point… you will hear me ask… and that will mark the day where i believe what you would say,

I wrote a lot…Made a separate post…

And was overwhelmed with a lot…

After a long time.

And nobody wants to overthink.

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I dunno when, maybe within this month.

By that time, i might be so tired of my mind.

And i would not phrase it and say it in anyway that would make it favorable. Even if i learned how…

Like phrasing it so you feel have the power to say no, and the no means a positive thing.

Instead… straight up i would ask…

“Do you love me?”

No, Not the kidding around with “miss mo ko?”

And not accepting “yes but not like before”.

There is no in between.

When you love someone. You just do. No buts, no because, no explanation,

It will just..,

“Do you love me?”

And by your answer i will start the new course of my life.

Whether i believe the yes, forget you in the buts, or just go after the no.

The no where i tell everyone immediately that now i’m on my own… even to our family. And forget everything. Believing in us. And you. And the curiosity. And looking after you. Thinking of you.

Or the yes where i pursue you… or restarting a life with you…and only you.

“When i finally ask “do you love me?”
Believe me, i do/did love you