I feel I'm gonna commit.

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So this all started on 12th December 2025 when in the morning I took out my scooty and went out I didn't think much of it at that time but when I came back my father yelled at me and beat me.my mom and dad hate each other they were gonna get divorced in 2021 but It Didn't happen since then they fight everyday and let out their frustration on me.they make me feel like a disgrace I've been having suicidal thoughts since January 8th I thought that I'll commit su!c!de soon I have even attempted su!c!de 2 times in February and failed both the times.there are some financial issues in my house as well that make me feel very inferior to others I know I can't change my financial state as I'm still 15 but I feel very guilty I don't feel like living anymore nothing gives me excitement if I don't post anything after this then understand that I am gone goodbye for now see you in next life🙂