Testing capsaicin cream

I've fairly bad PE forever but it started getting worse about 10 years ago when I went on trt.

I went from being able to sometimes control with start/stop but mostly busting in under a minute to I was struggling to keep it together long enough for a few strokes.

Now, I'm done upon insertion.

I've done all the kegals, stretching, start/stop, edging breathing etc and nothing has helped. I was taking ssri's for a while and those really really helped. I could pretty much decide when and if I got off but I didn't like how they made me feel day to day so I weaned off of those and after a few weeks I was back to "normal"

I started to notice just how sensitive my glans and frenulum were. Any touch causes involuntary kegels, and something as gentle as a direct lick during oral caused near pain. Essentially a post orgasm level of sensitivity.

I did some ready about desensitization of the glans and started to attempt some things. The easier was to just rub against my leg through the day to keep constant stimulus. I did this for several weeks and no change. Even flaccid, rubbing my glans along the side of my leg cause almost a pain level sensation. If I pushed through I'd have semi body convulsions because of the sensitivity.

After more reading I came across capsaicin cream. At this point I figured fuck it.

Got some 0.1% cream and put a very tiny bit all around my glans. I do mean a tiny bit. Instantly I felt it and for the next hour I was in pure hell. It didn't necessarily burn, it flat out hurt. Almost like I had my glans squished between two 45 pound plates. I was sweating and almost got nauseous a couple of times.

I could feel the nerve aching running down the shaft. I had to touch it with a cold pack every 30 seconds or so to relieve it.

Eventually it did subside and fade away after a little over 2 hours but the nerve was sore. Again, almost like I had squished my penis between weights. Later in the evening I decided to try rubbing my glands against my thigh as a test.

I could feel sensation, but I could handle it. There was no overwhelming feeling, body twitches, nothing.

The next morning was the same.

I actually ended up skipping day 2 because I didn't have a window to be able to dedicate if needed.

I just did second application on what I'll call day 3. Did a quick leg rub test to check sensitivity, then applied a similar small amount like on day one.

This time, it took well over a minute before I even began to feel anything. It actually had a burning sensation this time instead of just pain. I was able to handle it with only a few dabs of a cold pack at its peak. Other than that it was mildly irritable but completely manageable. The entire "process" was only about an hour this time.

A quick leg rub as a post check and the sensiity is dulled down to a very manageable level.

So far, so good in all honesty. Tomorrow I'll apply a tiny bit more and see how it's handled and also see how sex and/or masturbation goes.