TL;DR: why shouldn't I get an underdog mmr bonus for playing almost the entire game 1v1 after my teammate throwing and quitting, the other guy quit too. also they need to fix the matchmaking based on people's SKILL not rank or mmr because this is messed up please read the text below

I just spent the last 12 hours grinding for champ rewards. I actually hit c1 after a magnificent drop to d2 div 2 /s, won ONE game then I dropped again and I got stuck for 7 HOURS STRAIGHT in d3 div 3. honestly, the matchmaking has been fucking with me all day today. this isn't even a one time thing, I’ve been getting paired up with d2 and low d3 teammates against a full team of c1s. (note: the photo was from yesterday when I was still low d3) but then this game happened and I am in total desperation and disbelief (sorry if it's not grammatically correct): I partied up with this guy from a previous match, we concede the 2-0 goal, he starts throwing, and quits the game 1 minute in. then one of the opponents randomly quits too idk why, so the game became a 1v1. I managed to win that game, but not having an underdog bonus feels totally unrewarding, what if I lost that game? why doesn't rl give an underdog mmr bonus for winning a match after your teammate abandons you? honestly the fact that they only get a 5 minute matchmaking ban makes it feel way worse when I'm stuck getting normal MMR for sweating my soul out in a 1v1 carry. it just feels totally wrong. I already know someone is going to say "but people will abuse of this," then make it only for solo queue. 

**P.S. the nordsjaelland pfp is just an inside joke with friends, I'm not a hardcore fan.**

this game is making me crazy I'm losing my mind