Nobody cares

Nobody cares about me I guess. You reading this is proof. You will probably make yourself think you care so you don't have to feel bad or something. But in truth you will just forget about me in a day, maybe longer.

I can't sleep. Well, I do sleep, but I never sleep you know? I don't get any energy from it anymore. It is turning summer again, I am supposed to feel happier according to science and biology, but I do not.

Nothing exiting happens to me. The most exiting thing that has happened to me in months is a nightmare I had. It was a deathloop thing, I was trapped in death and yet I felt so free. Everything would be normal untill all of a sudden everyone was trying to kill me, this went on for like 9 loops untill I woke up. Best experience I have had from my dreams so far.

Honestly I hope when I fall asleep tonight that i never wale up from my dreams. I wouldn't mind an endless nightmare, it would still be better than this life