ridiculous dude

i’ve practically sorted and sifted through everything wrong and now? i feel happy. i feel so much happier than i used to be and that’s fucking insane and i love it so much

the only issue right now?

NOT BEING ABLE TO FUCKING TRANSITION. i hate chinese parents. i hate i cant even ask professionals for help because it would mean hair off their backs. i hate so much shit. i hate this. i hate living as a girl. what’s fucking wrong with this goddamn world?

i’m in the desert when i should be in the marshes.