I'm bored so let me tell you about my first relationship story( traumatized me tho)

****Pata hai aaj kya hua****

Ye story h jb meri class 10th(2022) almost end hone wali thi,covid ka time tha that's why only 10th and 12th students came to attend classes.And there was a guy in class 12th( same class as my elder brother)who proposed me.

At that time mai kafi studious thi,so mera koi interest nhi tha relationship's m,but mere friends jo ki 6th-7th se date kr rhe the unhone mujhe bolna shuru kiya that i should also date it's really fun.

And fomo ke chakkar m maine us ldke ko( let's call him" Suar ")haa boldiya*worst decision ever*

Then we exchanged numbers,we started talking Subha ke 4 baje tk humari chatting chlti rehti thi, kyuki dono ke boards khtm hue the kafi free time tha,so everything was going good,until one day I asked him how many gf's have you had in the past,usne mujhe btaya sirf ek thi vo bhi same class m, kuch months k liye date kiya tha bss and uske alawa koi nhi thi ,i trusted him kyuki mujhe lga ye mujhse jhut kyu hi bolega is bare m.

After few days,

He tells me uski ek frnd ko mujhse baat krni h ,and she was from our school only so I knew her already,i talked to her and aise hi baaton baaton m i asked her kya "suar" ko "p"( his ex which he told me about )se bohot zyada pyar tha.

Ye sunke vo didi hasne lg gyi and mujhe bolti hi "p" to uski behen thi dono same class m pdhte the ,"Suar" ko to "Dandiya" se pyar tha,and vo bohot roya h uske liye mere samne ,but "Dandiya" ne kbhi uske pyar ki kdr nhi ki.

And I'm like ab ye "Dandiya" kon h jiske bare m "Suar" ne kbhi btaya hi nhi,jiske liye vo roya bhi h aur vo ex gf wali baat bhi mujhe jhut btayi.

But Maine kuch pucha nhi"Suar" se kyuki bss ek month hua tha relationship ko,so I thought kuch dino baad puchungi, itni jldi past ke bare m sbkuch nhi puchna chahiye.

*Now after one month of this incident*

"Suar" gyb tha 12 PM k baad se and aisa kbhi hua nhi tha,so I started getting worried tbhi mujhe uski frnd ka msg aata h( that same didi from our school)vo mujhse puchne lgi kya "Suar" ke ghr m tumhare relationship ke bare m pta chl gya kyuki I called "Suar",uske papa ne call uthaya and mujhpe chillane lge,I was very confused kya chl rha h so I told her mujhe nhi pta, "Suar" se baat hone k baad aapko btati hu.

Then "Suar" online aata h 8 baje and mujhe bolta h ghr m kaand ho gya ek ,jb vo shower le rha tha phone bahar charge pe lga hua tha ,and koi random ldki ( Rajasthan se)usko call kr rhi thi continuously, tbhi uske papa ne dekh liya and unko lga vo rajasthan wali ldki is his gf,jis vjh se" Suar " ko bohot daat pdi and usi wqt didi ne bhi call kr diya tha so uske papa ko lga vo didi hi "Suar" or Rajasthan wali ldki ki baat krwati h isiliye unpe bhi chilla diye.

But according to our dear "Suar" vo nhi janta vo rajasthan wali ldki kon h ,vo bss ek random ldki h jo usko pareshan krne k liye call kiye ja rhi thi.And i trusted him🤡again.

**Ab humari relationship ko 3-4 months ho gye the**

One day I decided ab mai usse "Dandiya" ke bare m puchungi because it was bothering me now,usne kyu nhi btaya mujhe uske bare m.So I ask him ki "Dandiya" kon h and vo uska naam sunte hi chup ho jata h ,ghabra jata h achanak se,fir mujhe bolta h dekho jo bhi h mai sbkuch bta dunga tumhe but pehle mujhe btao tumhe kisne btaya "Dandiya" ke bare m and tumhe kya kya btaya h ( so that vo chalak "Suar" mujhe us information ke basis pe manipulate kr ske ek story bna kr🤡)

I tell him mujhe tumhari frnd ne hi btaya tha ki you liked her very much roye bhi ho uske liye * now he knows mere pass itni hi information h* so "Suar" mujhe btata hai he had a crush( his neighbour too)on "Dandiya "but she never had similar feelings for him and ye past ki baat h unki last baat 12th boards k time hui thi uske baad se kbhi nhi hui, aur pehle bhi "Suar" aur "Dandiya" ki pdhai se related hi baat hoti thi ( they had one common subject English🥰i wonder is subject ki kya study krta tha ye "Dandiya" ke sath)

Uske baad i asked him tum bilkul bhi contact m nhi ho na "Dandiya" ke sath.And vo bolta h, bilkul bhi nhi jbse relationship m aya hu koi bhi contact nhi h mera kisike sath.( And I believed this too cuz I was pyar m ch*tiya by then)

"Suar" ki ek aur baat thi ki usne mujhe kbhi apna insta pw nhi diya, maine jb insta bnaya uske next day hi mang liya pw but mujhe humesha excuses deta tha ki bhul gya yaad nhi h,pehle mujhe lgta tha maybe sach hoga but after knowing about "Dandiya" mujhe thoda shaq hone lga ki maybe he talks to her in insta ,so maine firse ek din uska pw manga and as usual usne kaha mujhe yaad nhi h,to maine keh diya "Suar" ko ab mai bhi apna pw change kr rhi hu jb tumhe yaad ayega us din se dungi.And suddenly usi wqt dear "Suar" ko apna pw yaad aa jata h.

I got his pw but mujhe kbhi mn nhi kiya chats read krne ka,until one day vo so gya tha and mujhe nind nhi aa rhi thi so mai just dekh rhi thi kon kon h uske DM's m ,only frnds hi the but unke bich m ek instagram user bhi tha and I wanted to know ye kon h ,so I start reading the chats ,and kuch chats pdh k mujhe smjh aaya ye bhi uski ek classmate h and usse practical exams k bare m kuch baat ho rhi thi.

I scroll thoda sa upr and then I see vo dono ek ldki ke bare m baat kr rhe the who's name was "khaini"and it was the first time mai "khaini" ka naam sun rhi thi, unki chats m jo classmate didi thi vo "Suar" se puch rhi thi tera kaisa chl rha h sb "khaini" k sath and he says sb kuch ekdum mst chl rha h roz call and video call hoti h,then didi asks kya tu uski I'd use krta hand "khaini" bhi teri I'd use krti h kya,to which he says ha mai use krta hu but Maine "khaini" ko bol ke rkha h mai pw bhul gya hu yaad nhi h wrna fass jaunga na usko pta chl jayega kitno se baat krta hu.

So it was evident by the chats ki "Suar" and "khaini" date kr rhe the ,then mai thoda aur scroll krti ho and waha mujhe dikhta h ek screenshot of their video call and then I look at the date it was DURING OUR RELATIONSHIP,my heart just broke at that moment, mujhe yakeen hi nhi ho rha tha jo maine dekha,I was feeling numb i didn't know how to react to it I just kept crying from 12 am to 6 am.

** *Ye to bohot lamba ho gya abhi aadhi story baki h 😭,I'll post a part 2 most probably***