Hi

I’m so embarrassed that I’m not in school or working, I really want to find a job. I tell myself I’ll just go out to businesses and hand out my resume or maybe go to places and just say I have an interview, I’ve been doing nothing for so long I’m going insane and depression is killing me. I feel very ashamed that I can’t find a job or even keep one sometimes, I just want to feel better about myself also I didn’t know what a Neet was until I saw the term in a whole different subreddit and I was like oh this applies to me. so I’m wondering how do you guys cope with shame and anxiety? Did you choose this lifestyle and how did you get here?