Guilt

I've suffered from restrictive eating for many years now, and although my family knows its still hard to open up and talk about it to anyone. Right now I'm sitting my finals/ Alevel exams and am eating a lot more than I usually would- lots of nuts and fruit. I know I need to fuel my brain to perform as well as I can, and I keep telling myself that's why I need to continue eating lots but it still doesn't stop the guilt I feel from it. Just wondering if anyone feels the same/ has experienced similar or if anyone coukd reassure me. 🫶🥲