What should i do to help?

"I am not happy

I am not even fine

I am neither sad nor disappointed

I am just empty.

I am feeling tired and sleepy.

I feel that to cut off every feeling or the way out is

not getting involved and be in my own bed even if it is for the whole day.I did not get things and people as per my wishes. I wanted a partner who would support me no matter what but there he only

sees my flaws. He says I am changed I did yes but you

made me, efforts couldn't be one sided it is a bridge that connects two ends. I am dying every day.

Tumhe kami kya hai, tumhe chahiye kya.

Mujhe jo bhi chahiye ho

kabhi nahi milta chahe

aap ho ya fir kuch aur.

Me lalchi ya gold digger nahi hu"

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Context: written by smone ik she's 26F in an arranged marriage and frustrated she's not working anymore as she has to take care of her 1.5yr old and also do homw chores fr her in law family. Her husband is a toxic man, good only fr his family not fr his wife and the child. I want to know how i can help her. As an eldest child she has been an obedient one and forced into marriage at the age of 22 .4 yrs so far no chnges frm his side . Parents blame her fr not being understanding engh