Dang it Ao3!

I thought I would share here as well because this subreddit is also a part of the rabbit hole 🕳 since Google led me to the post by u/Sad-Maintenance1781

NSFW 🔞 warning

Goddammit Ao3!

Me: 25f who got hit the semi truck of self reflection literally last night

Don't get me wrong! I have felt deep down that I am submissive for a long time, lol. But discovering Ao3 at the age of 24 at the beginning of this year just had to go and label it. I was really into hypnosis videos starting at an early age (around middle school). But now I have discovered that I 100% have a Mommy Kink 🤦🏼. It's hard enough to find a female Dom alone (I also just moved to a new small town, so I still don't really know anyone), especially since I don't apparently come off as a complete and utter sub, though I am verse. My lesbian sheep 🐑 syndrome definitely doesn't help (it's that and me working on my self-esteem that it took me until I was 24 to lose my virginity 🥺. And! It wasn't even good, on my end, I am a little proud that I made her cum twice in the span of 15 minutes though, but then I cried after she left feeling unfulfilled). I'm not into the age play aspect of a Mommy Kink (though I keep getting the fantasy of languidly sucking on a tit while grinding on "Mommy's" thigh all while having my hair played with), I just want the care and love, the structure is enticing too. Damn typing this out makes me feel a little self conscious 😅 (especially because I am now here posting it another subreddit because I want attention/opinions).