He'setting up business in my village

After being my senior colleague at work, trying a little touchy flirtation at a sports event, strictly behind my partner's back. I was ever so attracted so I reciprocated about 3 times. Just gentle touching. He completely ignored me when he saw me with my partner, which made me back off. The unspent sexual tension stayed and is still there. After I backed off, he sulked for a while, then offered a small opportunity at work, which never happened because he spectacularly mismanaged it. In the process he saved his own image, then he resigned, due to other reasons. He never reacted to my good bye messages and now he is reinventing himself at my doorstep. I hope he will move on soon because he never gave me closure and this new project obviously doesn't help. I suppose I just want commiseration.

I cried for about 3 months because of the work letdown but I was HAPPY that he resigned. I needed to heal. He had been very important to me while I knew him. Then, last week, I had a dream about him, which pretty much said there is nothing in him for me.

Then there was a glimpse of him at work, that churned me up, then the knowledge that he is setting up something in the village, 5 mins from here. Can I ask not to be judged for the slightly adulterous content?