My husband hears me cry and doesn’t do anything about it.

I feel like I cry more days than not morning and night. This morning was especially hard because my husband got mad at me last night and I ended up sending him a long text telling him how I feel because it’s the only way I can get my thoughts across without him yelling or dismissing me. He hasn’t said anything about it and I’m not sure if he actually read it or just skimmed it. But I’ve been up with the baby crying all morning and I know he hears me. Seconds later, he gets a notification on his phone and he’s up and just asks what time we have to leave for my baby’s doctor appointment. I swear I feel like if I died, my husband wouldn’t care. And my 7 week old baby wouldn’t care or remember me anyways.