I feel abstractly more sexually comfortable with other men who prefer women

and people are comfortable vocally berating me for this online.

Straight want me straight, and gay want me gay.

Everyone is happy saying "do whatever you want" but that's bullshit and gatekeeping is very real.

I feel alone in almost any room, except when I am around bi-sexual men and women who don't push, and who also lean towards my preference.

That did not stop me from being called slurs all through highschool in the 00s, that does not stop people from saying I should be excluded online in spaces I have made.

I don't see a community for bi-sexuality anywhere and I don't like having to be the host all the time, other spaces almost always feel like spaces for gay men to bully and gatekeep, and I'm sick of the push to "status quo" the LGBTQ experience.

Fuck the white supremacist patriarchy. Get the fuck off the float if you won't get on the flotilla.