You were the best in bed

and we didn’t even do much 😭 but out of the guys i’ve been intimate with, the passion and the fire and the pure desire you had for me was unmet.

you are a man written by woman for real. the care and the thought you put in our intimate times. the way i understood and saw in you when they’d write “his eyes darkened with lust and loosened control.” the way you’d make those sounds like you had no control over it. the way you’d take so so much time exploring every inch of my body, with no hurry. savoring it. the way your eyes followed my every movement and every time our eyes met, i could tell you were gone. the intensity, the desire, your feelings. i knew you liked me, but i now wonder if you more than liked me.

funny thing is, you are the least experienced of the guys yet you’re my best. i wish i reciprocated a bit more but i was always carried away and busy not waking up the neighbors cause of you. anyways that’s it.