Hi !

  
I did on the 4th of June (aka 3 seconds ago) a lipo 360° Vaser (lower belly, under breast, love handles), with a correction of my hip dips/BBL. From all the posts I've read here, I know it's too soon for anything, but the clinic handled me pretty badly and didn't communicate with me, I could write a whole novel on it. No instructions, they even forgot my prescription once they discharged me. Once the Dr. said I was cleared from any complications the day after the surgery, I was left on my own. The call button was removed from my bed, had a few pee accidents and had to sleep in a dirty bed/faja, they stopped changing the drains... During this experience that dehumanized me, it was only myself, trying to figure out how to heal and cary all this anxiety. I was told I would have my final results in 3 weeks which is obviously impossible.  



I love the results on my belly, scars are beautiful, no lumps/hard buildup so far. I'm small and I love the petite/skinny aesthetics. The flanks/butt are however an absolute disaster. Everybody looked at my butt during the 1 hour commute back to my home, I felt like a botched Nicki Minaj. I look nothing from pre-op. I have this huge mass over my butt, no pants fit me anymore. I'm screwed so bad because my job only allows pants, and no summer/linen pants are allowed. I'm 4 sizes over my usual one, and the gap on the waist is ridiculous. 

  
My love handles and hip dips were my only insecurity, now I'm spiraling down hating this new body.



Will this mass go away once the swelling will go down ? How do my results look so far ? I'm desperate for some people to talk to and have some input since the clinic abandoned me and nobody in my family/friends are knowledgeable when it comes to plastic surgery. I'm having this Friday an appointment for my first lympathic drainage with someone specialised in post-op recoveries, who's also going to help me with figuring all this mess and heal my soul. I managed to straight strong until this morning, but now I've been crying non-stop since I got home after trying to throw an oufit since I'm going back to work tomorrow. 

  
Thank you for your kindness and help 🌸

NSFW : nudes and injuries / I need reassurance on my lipo/BBL