day 160

I didn't think I would make it this far to be honest. I thought my willpower was weak and by week 3 of January that I'd be back to smoking 4-5 joints a day again.

I'm at day 160 of no weed at all. No joints, no edibles, nothing. I haven't even consumed alcohol in that time.

After 19 years of daily smoking, I feel so much more clarity and it's rough. It's so tough to take on the world raw and without substances to help fall back on. I do miss it sometimes, but i feel so much more clear without it.

It does get easier the further into the year that you get, but it's so mentally taxing as well.