Tired of missing FP

Half self explanatory title, but does anyone just get… exhausted of missing their FP, if their FP isn’t in their life anymore?

Mine’s been gone for a while, and at this point I’ve come to terms with the fact that when I think of them, I’m only thinking of them like a character in my daydreams, but I still wind up checking their accounts sometimes and just wishing they’d come back, or wishing there was a way I could prompt them to come back to me, but I’m also equally just so so so tired of missing them. I try to remind myself they’re boring and I’m cooler and going through all the motions to get over them while still giving myself space but I’m sooooo bored of this process