32 [M4F] Is emotional intimacy too much to ask for?

Good evening; *notabot

Starting off with the obligatory married statement. I don’t want to trash my marriage because it seems callous to me but I am deeply emotionally starved. I am looking for a pocket relationship the whole nine yards.

Well looks are important and who are we kidding if we say otherwise. I would consider myself HWP. I am five foot ten; 190 pounds. I have green eyes and a face full of freckles. I try to stay fit and take care of myself but recently I’ve been struggling with mental health and most days I count it as a win just making it to work.

Personality wise I’m kind of an interesting bag. Starting off I’m a gamer and nerd. Currently replaying hogwarts legacy and Jedi fallen order. I’m always playing nhl and mlb the show. I also have a creative side I’m into warhammer 40K and the modeling and painting aspect of the tabletop has tremendously helped my mental health. Also I do enjoy a good musical.

Well I know I am a hot mess soo if you get this far and still think I’m worth messaging I’d be more than happy to converse and get to know you. Well that’s all for now I guess. Hope to hear from you.