I secretly like older men

im 19f and recently ive just been completely helpless when an older man shows interest in me. its just something abt getting that feeling of being treated young and cute that just makes me go crazy
since april I’ve slept with 2 different older men ive met at bars and im rarely everrr into random hookups like that but ive just been sooo bad lately.
this last weekend there was an older guy and he was buying me drinks and chatting me up. i was giving him great looks at my cleavage and he had his hands up my skirt most of the night. he wouldn’t take me back to his place idk why but instead i rode him in his truck