[M4f] R@ped in your own bed (noncon)

You awake to a sudden sharp sting across your face. Before you can even get oriented, you are being flipped over, face down. someone is on top of you, pinning you down. You try to scream, and he presses your face into the pillow. You try to wiggle free, but he is so strong. The room is dark, only the moonlight from the window allowing you to see vague shadows of movement from the corner of your eye.

Each time you catch a breath, you try to plea. No, stop, don’t hurt me… but the stranger in your bed never replies. He never says a word. He is ripping your shirt apart, tearing it off you. He is tearing your panties off. Again, you try to fight free. But he is so big, so powerful. He keeps you pinned to the bed. Now, he is pulling your hands behind your back, cuffing them together. The more you try to break free, the more pressure he applies to subdue you. You feel helpless. Your heart is racing, adrenaline pumping.

In grabs you by the hips, and in one quick motion, hoists your ass up. You try to pull away. He yanks your head back by your hair… hard. He speaks for the first time: a deep, low, gravely voice, “behave like a good girl, and I won’t hurt you… much.” He pushes you back into his desired position. Your bare ass up. He begins whipping you with a leather belt. Over and over. Repeatedly asking if you’re going to be a good girl for him. Making you answer, “yes sir” louder and louder.

He’s pushing his cock inside you now. Deep. He’s harder than a railroad spike. He’s grunting. He’s taking you like he owns you. You’re so scared. So angry. You try to imagine you’re somewhere else. But he keeps going. And… your body is starting to betray you. It feels… good! Nooo! You can’t give him the satisfaction! But he is fucking you so hard, so good. He knows what he’s doing. You try to fight it, but you feel a wave coming over you. You’re about to orgasm! Nooo, fight it, fight it!

…I’d like to roleplay or discuss this scenario or similar, in detail. Im also looking for a long term pen pal if we click.