From all in to all out, things changed too quickly

I matched with this girl a month ago. Initially I wasn’t very much invested into it but she made me do it. From just a match to okay I’m liking this to regrets it has been quite a roller coaster. After a month of talking we met few times and until then it was all good. Then the shift happened. From her sharing each and everything about her to me getting ignored it has been a ride. It’s alright but the fact that it can end just like that really bothered me. Online dating was never a peaceful thing for me to go through but this incident really stung.

Not her, not anything but just the version of myself that I became and eventually just crashing down is what’s making me feel so sad. The hope. The reality. The warmth to coldness. Ahhh idk where it went wrong. It felt this was something I really wanted. Only to be proven wrong by the world or the destiny who knows. I don’t even know what exactly happened and that’s the point.