24f, adulthood keeps getting more weird

I am an online student, I work with special needs children, I am married with two dogs and a cat. I am into the "woo woo" side of life. I am incredibly overwhelmed and suddenly the loneliness became very loud. I like to read and play the sims. When I say play the sims I mean create long and dramatic stories and family lines. And I am a very picky reader but once I find something I like I cannot put it down. I would love someone to bounce the bad feelings off of when they become heavy, share what new wild things my sim dynasty's head has accomplished while being both grand duchess and the single mother of 7 (10 total, some have passed of old age and she is still a young adult) grown children all still somehow in college. And if you are also interested in spirituality, I got my hands on a Lenormand deck today so it is more straight forward than tarot and am excited about it and would love to talk about that too. I miss being a teenager and having my phone go off because our phones were always in our hands, as silly as that is. I guess they were right, it really was those dang phones, because I miss the feeling of being an important part of that other person's life.