I know I've been posting a bit too much lately, but I got this line hunting me today. It from his Fire Next Time video.

"I've always been walking around with some fucking problem. I'm missing something. I had something. Someone took it from me... I I don't know what it is I'm missing. I had it here, and now its gone." I think I killed it. I think I choked it out sometime in January or February of 2022. I don't know anything really. All that I really know is that I think I lost something because I don't really know if it truly ever was. I think I've become much too apathetic. But not enough to protect the self from feeling the horror of reality. Good Night and Good Luck.