Did a trial run for 2 jobs but that's ended

2nd job was supposed to be remote but its not. Both jobs have good management but I feel the shelf life for the 1st and my main job, is maxed at 4 years.

Before layoffs.

Part time job could be full time in 27, but I cant work part time and pay my mortgage. It was fun because I got to jump in and setup racks and servers in a data center. There is potential growth in any field id want to go with, but I'd start at t1 and again, part time.

The 2nd job just doesn't make me feel happy of that makes sense. I like it but there's a lack of " i love it here". And I cant see myself loving it like my main job.

I know what to do but this feeling sucks. Lol.