Wanting to change my life

What should I do? Please pray for me too I have a wife now only been married for a few months and I've already went back to my ways and paid for porn wasted hard earned money that could be used to save and help our new started family got scammed by two people and then bought foot fetish porn off another after the two scams absolutely disgusted by myself

I want to convert to Catholicism and have also been looking into orthodoxy but I never even pray to God I've before prayed to God, and Santa muerte but I've quit all the Santa muerte stuff and have been trying to live a decent life but I keep making mistakes to lust and I don't want to ruin my relationship and have my life ran by videos on a screen I am not being a man of God at all and Ive stolen from my job which is irrelevant but I don't know I want to change