Obsessed with the thought of filthy older grandpas - 18m

Ever since I was younger, I was attracted to older. And now I can't stop thinking about waaay older grandpas doing dirty stuff with. I live in a part of nz with a fair amount of grandpas, and it turns me on so much. I started going to the gym really early in the morning, and I try to sneak peaks when peeing at the urinal or in the changing rooms. I really need to try to find a dirty grandpa to actually talk w rather than just think about.