So this is how I actually turned into a sissy

I always had a girl inside of me fs I always felt it . But 2 years ago my friend came to a night in my house . We were alone and for no reason he started playing porn we watched it for something like 30 mins . And I jokingly said - " let's jerk each other off"

Friend - " HAHA I'm not gay"

Me - " yeah ik I was just kidding"

After few more mins.....

Friend - " bro let's actually try it....."

Me in mind - " if I hesitate he might feel awkward "

Me - "yeah lets actually try it once"

After that I was sitting on the couch next to him holding his dick jerking him off and he said....

Friend- " bro don't sit beside me it feels weird get on your knees and jerk me it'll be better "

I agreed to him cause that's what I wanted anyways

After sometime he asked me to suck him but I felt weird so I denied.

He asked again and I said that I'll try .

I took his penis in my mouth for few seconds and almost threw up ( first time things )

After that we both jerked and went to sleep . But Ioved the feminine side of sex .

After that when I met him I gave him a blowjob for few mins and my duration just kept getting longer .

But he just never cuts through the blowjob and i get bored really soon as well .

He still thinks that I'm not gay and we only do it for fun .

But I want him to shave my body , make me wear female slut clothes ( which I do secretly) and fuck the shit out of me with his cum all over me .

But yeahh maybe later.....