Looking for a khaen

This is a repost

I figured the best place to look would be here

I am disabled with no source of income, but really want to learn to play khaen, and wanted to know if anyone had a khaen they either don't use or woud be willing to work something out to allow someone that wouldn't normally be able to get their hands on one play.

I have used khaen music from Patuwik, Hal Walker, and Jeremy ragheb for over almost a year now I think for more druidic prayers, and desperately want to get my hands on one to play for my daily prayers, as I pray through music and have nothing to play.

I am not begging, I am simply asking is someone is willing to sacrifice to allow someone a passion of theirs