Middle(?) headmate kinky and feels horrible about it.

TW: Agere, Ageplay(?), sexualization of the dark implication of the former

Now, to be clear: I do not care. I'm EXTREMELY profiction, and that includes roleplay. but Bridgett cares. A lot. Her age is... unclear, really. 17? 16? and even then, maybe she's putting on an older front than she wants to admit. Which, that distance is only half the problem. The OTHER half is that, as horrible as she feels about it, she's also... into it. The idea of the age gap, the idea of being a cute little girl, the... darker implications (>!yes, the idea of being groomed!<).

And she's going insane about it. I'm not going to say it's not a coping mechanism, but we can't remember something like that happening to us (go figure). She's disgusted with herself, and so I'm posting for her in seeking of either understanding and comfort, or some kind of solution.