Feel like shit

Hello everyone do you ever feel like you can’t do anything in life Losse all your friends bcoz they value your golden time when you used to spend money and when hard times come they just see you as a bug.

i graduated last year since then im unemployed bcoz of my own condition didn’t study nothing . No opportunity and no-one to give you even a chance to learn even for free.

Can’t match my parents eye contact.

thoughts about giving up life .

3 younger sisters old parents.

what should i do ?

what happens to the people like me who can’t make it , try everything end up fail.

i know excel powerbi html css thats it

is their anyone that can relate or was stuck in same condition like me. or anyone that can take me in and help me to learn some skills ?.