I’m a “straight” married guy that has become obsessed with offering my ass to superior men

I’ve always been straight presenting, and never had my sexuality questioned really. However, in early adolescence I experimented a bit with backdoor play while masturbating. Cut to in college I started bottoming on the DL for guys in my area on occasion.

My first black king was an older international grad student who was also on the DL. Him and I met up several times, and I quickly feel in love with his cool confidence in the bedroom and his thick beautiful dick. His kink was to start with a condom on and then have me beg him to remove it so that he could breed me. We met up four times before he moved away sadly.

After that experience and a few others as a bottom, I met my now wife and feel deeply in love. We got married and my desire for cock pretty much disappeared for a few years. Eventually though, I started to feel that I wasn’t fulfilling my purpose. I’m tall and athletic, and my ass is bigger than most due to a background in soccer and cycling. I found myself searching for cocks while on work trips and anytime my wife was out of town. I had a few experiences with white and Hispanic guys, but nothing that really satisfied me.

Now with more experience under my belt, I’ve realized that my ass was always meant to serve big black cocks. I’ve had several over the years and each one has left a lasting impression on me in the best way possible. Young guys and old guys alike, I’ve found that black men are so much farther superior when it comes to pleasing my fat ass.

I advertise myself online for black kings and serve them when I can. I don’t think I’d ever be interested in introducing my wife to it, because watching a black guy fuck her would make me insanely jealous, but only because I’d wish he was fucking me instead.

This weekend, I have a motel room is a bigger town in my area, and I’m already reserving my night strictly for black guys. Thankfully, my ass draws their attention, and my willingness to serve them in every way I can pairs beautifully with their nature dominance. I don’t know how long I can go without changing my life drastically and giving my body up fully to our superiors permanently?

For now though, I will continue to serve them when I can and let them use me up completely. I’ve had five BBCs so far in my life and I anticipate serving many many more over my lifetime. If mods need proof of my story, I have pics and videos of myself and how I present my big ass for our Kings pleasure.