Prayer request please

Hey guys I struggle with schizophrenia and I got to drinking last night n then did a drug.. I completely repent.. please pray for me to find restoration of my inner peace and Ive been asking for self control so im not so weak to the temptations.. I really feel I let not only our God down but the whole church with my lifestyle... I really wanna change so I can answer God's calling in my life.. im thankful 4 every one of u that holds our God's testimonies and loves our church.. May God the Father in the name of Jesus Christ bless your walk with the peace only He gives...