Hey

I’m going to call
I just need time to regulate my emotions
So I don’t cry

My logical brain knows what to do
My heart just can’t keep up
I’m all over the place

I need to feel everything
Every frustration, heartache and disappointment
Right now
And then put it in a hypothetical box
In my head and close it

I’m grateful my brother understands me
Otherwise I would’ve needed more time
To go back to being sane