I want to be loved.

I need someone who cares deeply about me, takes an interest in me, texts me every day, remembers my favorite characters, knows me like I'm someone special to them, remembers the smallest details about me, keeps me on a pedestal, wants to see me, tells me how much they care about me, hugs me, pins my bangs back with a clip and says they do it because they want to look at my face, calls me cute, sweet, and lovely, wants to spend every free moment with me, invites me over, loves me, supports me, accepts me just as I am, even when things get tough, doesn’t give up on me, wants to hug me, calms my BPD symptoms, reassures me when I need it, tells me lots of kind words straight from the heart, never ever wants to lose me, wants to fix our relationship, cares deeply.

I feel so awful. I know that I just need a hug, I feel so lonely. I feel like I'm too much for everyone, especially my guy best friend. I feel pain in my chest. I just want to be loved. Sorry if i'm cringe or something. Also I'm sorry for my bad english.