Trouble eating, making meds worse

I have a hard time eating. Preparing food, feeling hungry, chewing, deciding which protein makes sense. It’s a cycle I deal with everyday. I just don’t like food and people look at me like I’m crazy.

The associated problem is I believe it’s making my meds worse because I get rapid up and down moods. Irritable, shouting, shaking, eye rolling and tears. It’s strange too because I act this way but my brain has this thought that I am not experiencing feelings. I cry but I’m not sad or have a reason to be sad. It’s like my brain feels hollow.

I take my meds everyone morning and night. On many. Lamotrigine, Wellbutrin, Adderall (some days). At night I take Seroquel and Gabapentin.

I stopped taking my multivitamins because I’ve become nauseas swallowing my pills at once. I’m thinking I should stagger them better through out my day. Maybe take lamotrigine at night now..