I have this weird, but exciting fetish related to whip/pain kink

Hey everyone,
After a long time thought of doing a post, so with regard to the title, the thing is, I have this weird fetish okay?

Idk if it’s right tho hehe, sometimes when thinking about whipping and watching movie “judicial” punishment scenes, I feel like experiencing that but in a twisted religious setting?!

Like I wanna be punished, but read out the things and whipped like a fixed number of lashes for doing simple things.
It’s so thrilling when done in kind of a religious setting you know?

Like as if some high thing has been committed hehe, let me know your thoughts, (for all the BDSM lovers out there)