Light Wielder - wtf is going on???

**Spoiler sort of??**

Guys I am usually not too sensitive when it comes to violence in books as they are fictional but I don’t think my brain can comprehend the very obvious >!Domestic violence happening from both the fmc and mmc!!!!!<

Is this supposed to be sexy??? I’m 66% through and I’m just like fuck these guys SUCK lol. Did anyone else feel this way?