just me?

hey! i just need to vent to someone.

basically, im pretty popular where im at right now, but it wasn’t always that way. i used to be quite shy. i know that im very blessed, have a lot going for me and some great friends!! to start im not a very insecure girl, I think im pretty at least, im athletic, and i make sure to be out of my way kind and inclusive! sounds cocky I know (I promise I’m not saying that stuff irl but I just feel that I need to mention it).

all of my friends have been in relationships, (if not multiple), and have had many experiences that normal teens do, but not me. I wonder sometimes what could possibly be wrong with me, not in a cringy way but like am i seriously doing something wrong? I know I don’t need a boyfriend but I watch too many rom coms so it gets hard not to day dream hahaha. I just feel left out sometimes because no one has shown much interest, not that im reciprocally interested in I guess.

I know this is silly but I just wanted to release it somewhere

I just want to feel wanted at least once, you know?