maybe I am alone, but most likely I am just bored

life doesn't has much to offer if you don't have money.
and you basicly most likely just get money if you work for something you don't love

just to get money...

I am bored...

I am so deeply bored sometimes of the human life, existence.
everything could be better, bigger.
my life isn't a struggle to survive.
my life is a struggle to motivation...

watch out on whe world as a whole... - how many people are not happy...
how many people live a life they don't extend to love?

how this place earth will become better, if so many unhappy people walk around?
the answer? radical change... some day some radical change will happen... who knows what it will be... much more wealth... much more wars... until some day... everyone will be happy... after a long period of a even darker time than now...

I struggle to motivate myself - I don't like to fight for options... paperwork... why it's so difficult to make this world a better place even if you have a big, geniue heart?