Manifesting my dream life

I’ve been stuck in a perpetual loop for years.
In work, relationships, body image and substance abuse.
I’m the kind of person who gets the motivation to change and will put my absolute ALL into achieving or getting that new job, new partner or loosing 6 pounds but I always drop off and loose sight of the goal and ultimately end up back in a hungover pit of despair, alone, unhappy, wondering where it all went wrong…

I know what I want:
I want to be in healthy relationship.
I want to have healthy relationships with family/friends/future partner.
I want to feel amazing in my body and truly love the person I am in the mirror.
I want a campervan to go on trips with my dog and cat.
(I already manifested HARD and bought my first flat last year, but since then I lost my salary and haven’t been able to afford to renovate as planned).
I want to be financially free and know that the money I get is because of the hard work and smart decisions I make.
I want the money I’m owed from the people who owe me.
I want to be happy…

“What am I doing wrong?” - it’s SO quick to jump to that mindset but we are all capable of shaping and achieving our life’s dreams.

I am grateful for what I have and I will choose to continue to manifest my dream life each and everyday that I have a healthy body, a roof over my head, food in the fridge and a stable income/support.

Looking for likeminded manifesters to give me the motivation to keep going!