Am i just supposed to die??

Turned 26 in march which is when i took my last enbrel doses. Have been going through extreme flare ups and scared im gonna lose my job and house and everything bro. Got my own insurance now but it doesnt even cover half of my medicine (which i payed extra to get the best insurance to try to avoid this issue)

I got quoted $7000 per month from the pharmacy after insurance. Ive been trying to find realistic solutions and calling everywhere but the only thing i get back is sympathy.

These people should be in prison, idk how this is legal. My mental health has been falling apart and no matter how much i try my body keeps degrading - im a plumber so without my physical health im basically just useless. I feel stuck and like theres no way out. Ik you guys probably cant do much either but maybe i missed something or some program.