Did I get 🍇?

Hi everyone, I know this is not the sort of post that happens a lot here. But wondering if what I experienced through couple months ago was considered rape.

It was my first time ever and was invited to a hotel where he made me feel comfortable and then slowly got into things. He asked if I give him oral to which I agreed and I went on my knees and gave him head. He said it felt like I was experienced (thanks ig) and said I had a cute butt and wanted to try anal (never prepped cause this was my first time and wasn’t expecting for him to top me).

I agreed and he told me to lay down with my legs closed on the bed while he got some lube. He started slowly pushing in and I had to shut my eyes tightly, clench my teeth and fists. It hurt. A lot.

I told him that it is not a good idea actually, but he continued saying “you’ll get used to it”and that I’m still a “virgin” and thought that it was hot that I was very tight. Couple of seconds in and I’m still having so much pain and I tell him to “stop” very sternly.

Instead of him acknowledging me or anything he just put his body (300lbs) on top of me (I’m only 150lbs) and goes deeper

I keep telling him to stop but for some reason it sounds like it’s making him feel more excited. This keeps happening till he finishes on top of me. I dressed up quickly and left without saying much at all.