Again

I think you’re dating Pash now. You guys come online at the same time. You weren’t talking to me when I was trying to talk to you. She was online too. It’s like before. Only now I have no right to be jealous or anything. I just need to be ok with it now. It creates such an anxious feeling in my chest. Tight and nervous like I can’t breathe. You always used to notice things about other people. You remembered looting Megusta but you didn’t even remember seeing me. You never remembered anything I told you, big or small. A few days after we broke up you wrote to Pash. Even though that’s what we had been arguing about. You cheated on me and I’m supposed to be ok but I’m not. But you are. You’re fine. You wouldn’t notice if I disappeared you wouldn’t notice anything at all.